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    Thursday, June 16th, 2005
    1:42 pm
    wow
    ok so ya i haven't used this one in a while. i miss adam i really do but i think he forgot about me and thats ok i guess.....

    Current Mood: blah
    Current Music: we don't die =twiztid
    Wednesday, September 29th, 2004
    9:48 am
    fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!!!
    ok here's how it goes!what is life? i was suspended from school for beating the shit out of heather garland and god did i do a number on her i mean after all i am a boxer so fuck you!!!!!!!

    Current Mood: annoyed
    Current Music: pantera cemetery gates
    Friday, September 10th, 2004
    4:14 pm
    why?
    why is it that everyone has given up on me?
    why has everyone just up and left?
    my own mother even gave up on me.
    do you know how that feels?
    why can't they just understand that i can't do this anymore?

    Current Mood: depressed
    Current Music: lacuna coil heavens a lie
    Thursday, September 9th, 2004
    5:51 pm
    ........
    well i really don't know what the point is to life. and i don't think anyone else does either.but hey what can you do??? my dad was just released from rison yesterday and he thinks that i can just forgive and forget ya know? but i can't!! i just wanna break down and cry, but if i do then i don't know what else i'll end up doing i mean it hard to be me then turn around and be some one else for my dad. sometimes it gets to the point where i feel so outcasted by the rest of the world i don't know maybe i'm depressed and maybe i just want a friend some one who really understands instead of typing this ya know. i think i can't do anything right and it's driving me CRAZY on the inside.

    Current Mood: depressed
    Current Music: slipknot my plague
    Monday, September 6th, 2004
    7:31 pm
    blow me
    ok so first off everything sux ass here cuz i always have these bitches trying shit i get into fights when fighting really doesn't solve one thing! it doesn't honestly! i don't like to fight yet others challenge me so i can't back down ya know??then i have these 2 sluts jen and danielle that won't leave my bf alone so what the fuck am i going to do?? i just can't understand nething ne more i never could but hey life goes on and then we die so what is the point now?? well i have to go but hey if abercrombie decided that breathing wasnt "cool", half of the teenage population would die within the next 24 hours. Paste this in your profile if you agree.

    Current Mood: pissed off
    Current Music: prodigy:breathe
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